I wish I could just find someone new because I am so fed up with missing and waiting for people that are never going to come around, I’m tired of loving people that don’t love me back and I’m just so sick of it, I’ve realized that I deserve better. but it’s just so hard to find someone that isn’t already in a relationship or hung up on someone else. I just want a cute boyfriend that I can watch anime with and talk to about music. someone that will pay attention to me and make me feel important because I’ve never had that before. but all the guys that would qualify for that would have no interest in me because let’s face it i’m not very attractive and everything is about looks these days. whatever people suck. life sucks.